It's a strange year already, it's beginning with us having no idea what lies before us. There are many possibilities, many things we could be excited about but there is nothing where I can say exactly how things are going to be. Right now I can't even tell you if we will be shifting out of our current house in 4 weeks or not. The only thing I do know for certain is that we we will be on a plane to NZ on the 2nd Feb and after that it's a blank page. It is a strange feeling and it evokes different emotions in me at different times. I actually quite like the unknown and wondering what is going to happen next. I have learned to live with sudden changes and uncertainty but sometimes the mind plays tricks.
So as this New Year begins there is only one thing I want to say and that is to my Husband.
"Hun, I don't want you to carry our future on your shoulders, you lead us wonderfully as a family. Yes, things are uncertain from our perspective but from an eternal perspective nothing is uncertain. I place our family in God's hands, it's His responsibility, his plans and his purposes. Let's just hold hands and walk into what lies ahead. I love you so much."
What an adventure you are on - looking forward to seeing what God is going to do through you - Hami is looking forward to his trip - not long now - just wish I were coming too!!
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